Aaron burr

Sir, I can relate.

I'd have probably shot Hamilton too.

If you're reading this letter and you're a Hamilton fan, I love you soooo much. If you're not, I love you too but please go and watch it. Biko.

Before watching Hamilton, I only knew some songs due to the tiktok trend in 2023 where “Aaron burr, sir”was sped up and used as a sound. Eventually in March of this year, my friend sent it to me and I finally watched it. All 2 hours, 40 minutes of it and no, I'm not complaining.

Now, if you've watched Hamilton, you'll remember that Aaron burr is a character who is mainly known for killing Hamilton in a duel because (and to save a lot of explanation), he(being Hamilton) talks too much. Way too much.

Aaron burr’s character resonated with me so much because I totally understood why he did what he did. You see, he is that sort of person who believes in being patient and waiting for the right moment. That moment to take action or rather, wait for that opportunity rather than fighting for it. If that makes sense.

On the other hand, Hamilton is way more carefree and a risk taker. He saw what he wanted and went straight after it. Meanwhile, Aaron burr believed more in being patient and waiting. As his motto goes, “Talk less, smile more” while Hamilton (in complete contradictory fashion) decides to not “throw away his shot”.

Enough with the Hamilton comparison (for now)

In essence, what I'm trying to explain is that I understand how waiting feels safer. Choosing to pause and hesitate instead of taking action, especially in today's world where you can never be too sure about your choices or whether it could be used against you.

But to be honest with you, I'm tired of waiting for it. For the right moment. For that click or spark. I've been in situations where I tried to Burr my way and I failed.

I'm also really irritated by how many times I didn't take a stand and decided to sit and watch instead of taking initiative and at least, trying to prove a point. I've lost some opportunities that way. All because I was afraid of risks.

So, today, I took a risk. A big one. At least, for me.

I applied for the General secretary in my department and when I asked someone what they did, I was told that all they had to do was write letters from the department and take minutes of meetings. When I heard letters, I decided that it was a sign because that's basically what I do here…

Anyway, I decided to Hamilton it and I really hope I'm selected. I'll update you on the progress.

If this letter feels a bit over the place, I apologize. I don't even have a reason for it. All I know is that I want to go home. I hope you're good though and please go and watch Hamilton (if you haven't) and learn the songs.

Then, we’ll truly be friends…

With cough and currently writing exams,

Titobi💕